I'll miss you, my Edward!

(This entry just talks about my feeling, not even a single plot in the Twilight Saga.)

"Twlight is an extraordinary love story that will stay with you long after you have turned the final page."

That's very true. In fact, it was quite an amazing experience for me because I have never felt so mesmerised by a book:
1) I was able to read the Twilight Saga (4 books altogether) in just 9 days.
2) Abandoning all routines (like practicing cello, cooking dinner etc.) without feeling guility.
3) Nothing was in my mind except wanting to read the novels -- not even remembering what I have had for dinner, for example.

The story of Edward and Bella is so fascinating in a way that I was greatly touched by the almost-impossible teenage love story as if I had fallen greatly in love for the first time. I just felt so familiar with the characters as though they really existed. Though I'm not satisfied with every plot the author created, a strong feeling still stayed long enough after reading each book, and my favourite scenes kept flash in my mind again and again.

I'm going to miss every bit of feeling the Twilight Saga gave me.

Favourite Quotes -- Breaking Dawn

I’ve been waiting a century to marry you, Miss Swan. (Edward)

I tried to comprehend, through the film of tears blinding me, the surreal fact that this amazing person was mine. (Bella)

Fire and ice, somehow existing together without destroying each other. More proof that I belonged with him. (Bella)

I don’t care about anything but keeping her alive. If it’s a child she wants, she can have it. She can have half a dozen babies. Anything she wants. She can have puppies, if that’s what it takes. (Edward)

The moment Bella’s heart stops beating, I will be begging for you to kill me. (Edward)

Goodbye, Jacob, my brother… my son. (Edward)

Now you know. No one’s ever loved anyone as much as I love you. (Bella)

Favourite Quotes -- Eclipse

I’ll be back so soon you won’t have time to miss me. Look after my heart — I’ve left it with you. (Edward)

You are the only one who has ever touched my heart. It will always be yours. (Edward)

If there were any way for me to become human for you — no matter what the price was, I would pay it. (Edward)

I supposed it’s a little outdated. Old-fashioned, just like me. (Edward)

All of my best nights have happened since I met you. (Edward)

When I left you, Bella, I left you bleeding. Jacob was the one to stitch you back up again. That was bound to leave its mark — on both of you. I’m not sure those kinds of stitches dissolve on their own. I can’t blame either of you for something I made necessary. I may gain forgiveness, but that doesn’t let me escape the consequences. (Edward)

Favourite Quotes -- New Moon

I promise that this will be the last time you’ll see me. I won’t come back. I won’t put you through anything like this again. You can go on with your life without any more interference from me. It will be as if I’d never existed. (Edward)

I could see it in your eyes, that you honestly believed that I didn’t want you anymore. The most absurd, ridiculous concept—as if there were any way that I could exist without needing you! (Edward)

Before you, Bella, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars—points of light and reason… And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn’t see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything. (Edward)

My heart hasn’t beat in almost ninety years, but this was different. It was like my heart was gone—like I was hollow. Like I’d left everything that was inside me here with you. (Edward)

Well, I’m nearly a hundred and ten. It’s time I settled down. (Edward)

Favourite Quotes -- Twilight

What if I’m not a superhero? What if I’m the bad guy? (Edward)

About three things I was absolutely positive. First, Edward was a vampire. Second, there was part of him — and I didn’t know how potent that part might be — that thirsted for my blood. And third, I was unconditionally and irrevocably in love with him. (Bella)

It’s like you’ve taken half my self away with you. (Edward)

For almost ninety years I’ve walked among my kind, and yours… all the time thinking I was complete in myself, not realizing what I was seeking. And not finding anything, because you weren’t alive yet. (Edward)

Talking about Obsession

Well, I know it's a bit crossing the line but why bother? There's no harm done so why can't I, once in a while, to be obsessed with something I'm really crazy about, like the crush I have on my Edward Cullen?

I have to admit that the elements in this story are no different from that of other romance you have read in your teenage. But together with the mysterious vampire and werewolf tales, the witty lines, the romance, the almost-perfect male protagonist have already driven me crazy.

There're many things for me to worry about every day so I guess it's a good idea to immerse in an imaginary world that allows me to enjoy and relax. Besides, realising I'm still young enough to do crazy stuff like reading the first two novels in 3 days and getting really hooked on a character, be frank, I kind of feel good and proud of myself! Perhaps this is another reason why I don't bother to control my fascination (maybe you can call it obsession) towards the novels and the characters.

So please don't make a face at me next time when you see me totally absorbed in the book -- I won't compromise anyway and you know very clearly that I'll be back to my normal life after I've finished all the 4 books.

Just give me some crazy time.